People say I’m selfish, people say I’m inconsiderate but honestly I just don’t care. It happened after I survived a nightmare all alone with no body to bare witness or hold my hand in assurance. Now I’ve got trust issues. Basically all the things people say are lies unless they actualize them. A dear friend died and I touch my face not a single tear came. Nothing excites me anymore, nothing scares me anymore, I stopped caring period!