I was chatting with a guy from school last year during the lockdown and it turned out we both liked each other. The gag is, he’s emotionally unavailable and so am I. There’s no way we can date each other like that and I told him. Right now, I just feel numb towards him. I just want to do what I do best, push him away and cut him off for good. For no reason. That’s the only way I’ll feel better. There’s more to why I’m the way I am, but I won’t go into it just yet.