6 months gone with a child I don’t want and will probably hate from an affair with my friend’s boyfriend. I broke her and threw everything in her face. He said the baby is my gift for making him lose the real love of his life. My mother doesn’t look me in the face, everyone tolerates me. My friend said she forgives me but she wants absolutely nothing to do with me. Lol. I did this to myself. But what does she have that I don’t have?