I’m having an affair with a married man, I’m too into him to let him go. I don’t want other guys like i want him and there are other guys that want me. I always wish he didn’t marry as early as he did but it is what it is. I also do feel guilty all the time being with another woman’s man but i can’t help what i feel for him. I want him to be mine alone but obviously that can’t be possible. I have to deal with sharing him which i hate a lot. I know i should stop this madness but i don’t know how 😢.