I suffer from anxiety and depression, it’s hard to share what’s always on my mind. I get suicidal at a point, sometimes I want to cry my eye balls out😂 😂. Sometimes I feel the need to have a best friend whom I can share all my thoughts with but it just doesn’t always work. I’ve had father issues (I don’t have this father love) but he cares for other people’s children😂😂. I distant myself from my family because I just always want to be alone I don’t feel better but nobody understands what’s going on in my mind. Actually I overthink.