I can get really depressed sometimes but can’t tell anyone because they won’t understand. I’m pretty, fun, swag, outgoing and generally a very nice person but I don’t have actual friends (like close female friends) and it depresses me to no end sometimes. I just lock myself up in my room all day/for days and cry sometimes, like today. I know I’ll feel better if I call up 1 of my ‘friends’ or go out but the loneliness paralyses me.