I’m losing my mind being the only one at home everyday bored. Unilorin is yet to start giving admission and I don’t even know my fate yet but loneliness and boredom is doing stuffs to my head again. I wanna become an artiste in future so nothing interests me in learning like something I’d love to learn and enjoy, nothing. The few months I’ll have to wait home again is making me feel sucidal. I just wish I could sleep now and wake up in February. I’m even losing the manpower to fight against these thoughts😿. I’m 19.