Today the 27th is my mother’s birthday and I haven’t seen her in 4 whole long years. It’s not easy. Truth is I love her so much. But I still feel at my age I should do better (I’m going be 25 by December) for her. Plan a surprise and stuffs, she’s not complaining but is it not my duty to make her happy always? I guess I learnt to depend on myself the hard way.