Apart from when I was 15 years in secondary school that I fell in love with a guy, I’ve never felt that way about anyone since then. Even people I crush on, when they ask me out I don’t like them anymore then and usually say no. There’s this guy I’ve been crushing on for months and he’s finally liked me back and on the verge of asking me out but it’s like I’m starting to feel nothing for him again now. Sometimes, I just wonder if I’ll ever fall in love again in my life. I’m 19 and still never dated because it’s very hard for me to love someone but I really wanna love again but it’s just not happening. Tired of being on my own all my life 😭😭😭