I hardly enjoy sex with my husband and he knows. We have had these issues from our first night. I met this guy in my first year of marriage, we got really close and I noticed our connection was getting too strong so I looked for a flimsy reason to start a fight and then walked away. About 6 years after, we met again at a friends function and all emotions was let loose. We started our friendship again and had sex several times, he’s married too. I tried blocking him thrice but kept unblocking him. He does everything right when it comes to pleasuring me. I walked away again . It’s been 2 months and I haven’t stopped thinking about him. I miss him very much but I don’t intend to go back.