Pain

I’ve been in pain for the greatest part of my life and it has only become more apparent now. I was molested at about 4-5 years, maybe even younger. I am now in my mid twenties and many other things has happened since then but the image of the molestation and the effects it’s has on me seems to be more glaring at this stage of my life. I’ve tried numbing the pain with different things throughout my life, I get reminders of it every day and I feel like I’m living in never ending hell. Extreme anxiety, fear, depression, fear of connecting and the likes. I have never told any soul my experiences, I’ve been in pain!

2 comments

  1. I’m like you. I was molested from the age of 4 until I stopped it at age 13. The best way to get all of that out of your head is to talk about it with a therapist. That’s what I did at age 45. Don’t wait as long as I did. Take you life back and seek out counseling. I wrote about my experience on my blog in my Therapy category. Until you take control, your molester is still renting space in your head. It’s time to kick him out. Sending light n love.

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