I’ve been in pain for the greatest part of my life and it has only become more apparent now. I was molested at about 4-5 years, maybe even younger. I am now in my mid twenties and many other things has happened since then but the image of the molestation and the effects it’s has on me seems to be more glaring at this stage of my life. I’ve tried numbing the pain with different things throughout my life, I get reminders of it every day and I feel like I’m living in never ending hell. Extreme anxiety, fear, depression, fear of connecting and the likes. I have never told any soul my experiences, I’ve been in pain!