My life looks good from the outside and on insta but really it is a serious hell. I masturbate a lot at home and in school. I try my best not but nothing ever seems to make me stop. I totally hate myself for it. I don’t know what can make me stop but I need it urgently before it becomes even worse. I watch a lot of porn I know different things that can make a woman never want to leave me but I still masturbate regularly. I’m tired.