I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks about a month ago, went through the usual emotions and got better, so I thought. Sometime last week, I just realized how unhappy I have been, I feel like I have a dark cloud over me, at the same time feels like I am drowning while falling into a bottomless ocean. Presently at my wits end. I have to put up a brave and smiling facade but honestly I can feel myself crack. I am just tired!

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  1. It’s only natural to feel down, don’t put yourself down for feeling bad a month after the trauma. It takes time to heal and come back from pain such as this, give yourself time to recover. You will know when you have healed and no one else can give you a time scale. I know what you are going through is tough, tougher than losing a parent because you never got a chance to say hello to your baby, just felt it growing inside you and then it wasn’t. If you want some help to manage your grief then please see someone, or get in touch with me if you can’t afford a counsellor. I may not know exactly the pain you are going through but I will listen while you tell me. Get better in your own time and there is no time scale to follow.

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