I just got out of a three year relationship and I feel so relieved but it’s taking me time to move on. The truth about is that I’m confused about my sexuality and I’m fucking scared of getting married. I’ve experienced what being married is all about and I’m not looking for that, right now I just want to live my best life. I know my mom is scared for me even though she doesn’t say it. I’m so insecure about my body even though everyone says I’m sexy and all but some days I get talks like you need to loose weight and you are getting bigger. I’m just struggling with a lot right now.