Crazy is you’d think he’s the violent one in the relationship but it’s actually me. I can’t stop, it’s like post-traumatic stress disorder. He started it when he strangled me that night. Since then, every little thing I’m ready to break his head. I’m not like this with anyone else, he brings out the crazy if that makes sense. I won’t change 🥺 he fires me up and then acts surprised and plays victim 🙄.