I sent a text yesterday concerning haven’t seen my spec and I still love my Ex. We still fucked, we fucked two times after our break up. The babe always give me one kinda vibes I always wanted. I’m not a cheating type, so I really don’t have any lady am talking to and I can’t just keep being lonely and bored, I stay alone. I just wanna keep fucking her but don’t wanna keep loving her. This is absurd but just respect my feelings.