I’m having one of the best sex of my life but I’m certain it will end in tears. We both know it can’t possibly lead anywhere (mainly because of me), so we both agreed from the get-go to just have fun and go our separate ways when he finds someone else. Truth is I’ve gotten attached to him and when that times does come, letting go is going to hurt like hell. I’m terrible at showing emotions so I doubt he has the faintest idea that I even remotely care about him. Such is life.