Every year on my birthday or a day before it, i get really depressed and sad because it reminds me of how much I’m yet to achieve, all I’ve lost and how the only people that really love me are my family. I always envy the people that have those who can throw surprises for them and get them nice things because I don’t have that and it just makes me feel like no one really cares. This year has been really tough and my birthday is here again and I’m just tired of all of it. It’s in a few hours time and i just want the day to be over already. Thank you for this space to vent.