Will I ever move on? It has been 2 years my mom past on, yet no day passes without her in my thought. Is she okay where she is? This is really making me even think of suicide, i even drink a lot to allow me forget but still can’t. I need help.
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You are not alone. It has been 6 years since I last seen my mom but she is still alive. She was cursed with alcoholism after her dad died and trust me, she forgot her pain. Only she didn’t realize that she was pushing her pain on other people and she became abusive. She is now 50 years old and has been drinking and been doing drugs for over 20 years. You are stronger than this and I believe in you. Your mom is in a good place, her energy has passed on to a better place where she is at peace and happy. She is looking down on you and telling you to stay strong, for her.