I am just so confused, everything seems boring to me. I haven’t seen my mother for 5 years, she came over last week and I was not even comfortable to spend 2 hours with her. I am in love with my girlfriend but I want a break most times. I guess I am loosing my mind 🖤. I know I need a good job but then no jobs. I know I will make it out of here though 🤍.