I feel lost, i can’t control my anger, it has cost me my relationship, again! Sometimes i wonder if i am bipolar or if i have mental issues, i don’t know. I do stupid things, i make my boyfriend feel less of himself without even knowing, i complain a lot. I try and i fail. I feel i will never be good enough, my boyfriend doesn’t even want me anymore. I always ask myself if i am even worth his love, if i should just be alone forever because i tried to change but I’m not getting there. I don’t know what else to do. I’m literally going crazy and i really want to change.