Head over heels

I’m falling for the man I’m casually having sex with. The sex is amazing and he’s the only man who looks into my eyes during sex and not in the creepy way but the sexiest way ever (basically love making). He’s the first man to ever make me climax. But I’m confused because he treats me like his girlfriend, gives me money, spoils me, advises me, kisses me like he wants me to be his wife. I basically know all his family secrets but he keeps saying he’s not ready for a relationship. He’s in his early 30s and I’m just 22 and I think he feels I’m too young for marriage (he hinted at this before). I think he’s beginning to suspect I’m falling for him because he says this too often nowadays. I just don’t want to scare him away. I love that man and I hate it.

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