My boyfriend of 5 months doesn’t know the size of my shoe, the cream I use, not even a thing as common as making my hair. It hurts a lot. Even though I work and earn my own money, sometimes it feels good when the man you love notices and helps out even in the smallest way. He is talking marriage and I am not even sure he can provide for me and his children. He always use the word BIG GIRL for me which irritates me a lot. I have spoken to him about it once and he called me materialistic, someone that can’t even pay for my hair even though he went with me to the salon. Though he doesn’t have a stable job, he earns more than me that works on salary basis. He gets project that pays him what I earn in a whole year. I don’t know what to do. I’m even scared of a future with him.