I was abused when I was little , not once . I haven’t really told anyone but I don’t wish this on anyone , not even my enemy . It’s like I was cursed or something because it didn’t stop even till now . The last time someone raped me again was in 2018 and it was my boyfriend at the time . I have tried to forget it and move on with my life and I have kept all this buried with me for more than 11 years that it started but with all these rape cases coming up , it feels like I’m going through it over again . I can’t sleep , I can’t eat . Every time I close my eyes it’s like it’s happening again , sometimes I felt like I deserved it and that it was my fault . I feel like I’m getting depressed 😔😔 . I wish I could just move on and be happy but truly the pain never goes away