I finally broke up with my boyfriend after 4 years. Mostly because for some reason he couldn’t stop talking to his ex – exchanging romantic & sexual messages – while he was with me. Each time I brought it up, he claimed it was nothing. I eventually discovered that he had changed her name on his phone to the name of his best friend. I also discovered that he had been flirting with his neighbor, and told her that I was just his “friend”.
So I finally decided I had enough and broke up with him. Now he’s been begging, saying that he’s finally realised that he wants to be with me but I can’t take him back because even though I’m in a lot of pain and my heart feels like it will never recover from the betrayal, I also know deep down that I could never go back to him.
I really hope this pain goes away some day because it hurts. Literally.