I’m high and thinking too much . To be honest , I had about 15 girlfriends. I can’t count sometimes , I forget they are my girlfriends . So at a point , I met with my present personal girlfriend whose amazing then I started leaving and telling other girls because I started having feelings for her . It got to a point it was only her . This March , i cheated on her with an ex and she found out . The first time I cheated , I begged her and she agreed with the intent of not doing it again which I agreed. Now the point is she said she’s not feeling my love for her like before . I persuaded her to tell me why she said so and she said ever since caught me cheating that she hasn’t been able to trust me again. I love my girlfriend and I don’t wanna lose her . I don’t know what to do .