Strange

There’s this guy I’ve been seeing in my dreams lately. I’ve known him for over 4 years, we met in school and had an on and off fling for two years and a half. I ended things when I realized that he was in serious relationship the whole time. Although he pleaded that he wanted me, I knew it was time to end it. When I say “fling” — I mean we had sex like once or twice a year for 2 years, but we would text everyday; phone sex and all. I stopped talking to him towards the end of last year because I got into a relationship and he was jealous. We only spoke on the holidays to exchange pleasantries. This year, he randomly messaged me after 5 months of us not talking, the message said “hey,(my name) I’ve been thinking about you lately and wanted to check up on you”. I didn’t respond but I knew my response would lead to other things and I have a guy I really like . The strange thing is I’ve been having weird dreams of him lately, I can’t explain it . I get so scared to sleep and often times I ask my guy to stay on the phone till I sleep. I’ve said my prayers tonight . I just wish he can stop reappearing into my life. I blocked his number but he’ll send emails from different accounts . I just want peace.

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