Everything that has happened these past few months all over the world has really reminded me how empty this world can be . I mean we went from 0-100 in how many days . I really want to spend my spare time doing something worth while and showing kindness instead of clubbing or having unprofitable hangouts and discussion with people . I want to work as a volunteer in an hospital, orphanage home or an NGO. I hope God directs me on how to go about it . I don’t know any NGO or volunteer work space and I don’t want to tell any of my friends because I want these to stay very private . I need to fill the void in my heart .