I have given this relationship my everything, it was pure beauty for a little while then it went to nothing. I have spent a fraction of time crying , i have given that up and i can feel my love for him seeping away. I wish the love will go away faster because he already moved on while I am still dating myself. I ask myself if love is even necessary, like why were we made to feel romantic emotion. I just want to be numb so i can be the player for once and not the one being played.