I’m in love with my boyfriend of 2 years and I used to think he loved me too until he relocated to another state, went visiting and had the shock of my life. I should have moved on but I moved back, worse decision ever . I can’t trust him again, I forgave him but still feel pain in my chest whenever it crosses my mind. He’s no different from who I fell in love with . From sugar , my name is now back to default setting on his phone(ps: he’s denying saying it’s from his mail )Funny enough I’m not even feeling pained because I expect worse from him. Anyways I’m not breaking up cause I love this moda fucker, I’m just not going to be in a single relationship no more. He’s gonna be my side nigga while I find me a real man.