Venting…

Lately, i have been feeling really down. A lot has been going on in my life. First son nothing to show, family pressure, seeing my mates doing well in different areas. Sometimes i feel like ending it all, but i can’t really hurt myself and die (probably because i am a coward too). I wake up everyday, i don’t feel like speak to anyone, i don’t take calls or reply chats, nothing in the world amuses. My girlfriend on the other hand has been really supportive, despite the calls i don’t pick, chats i don’t, texts she sends to check up on me that i don’t acknowledge. Sometimes i feel she’s gonna get tire and cheat or leave me cos she’s human, i have tried calling off the relationship (it’s better i stay alone with my moods and my burden) but she keeps holding. On the other hand i don’t want to lose her, but i feel she deserves better, someone to give her the love she deserves, the care, the attention and all. People often see me as a hard man cause i suck at showing emotions, i can’t talk to anyone cause all they want to hear is stories, I just felt i should vent here. Thanks for the audience.

2 comments

  1. Don’t just vent, Take some advice please. These things happens to the best of us, and trust me, it’s not the end of the world. If there’s anything you can do, is to treat your girlfriend properly, there are so little ladies that can do this, and if she’s, then she’s a keeper.
    You have the time, give it to her, give her the attention, it’s probably all she wants, then try To improve on your self the little way you can and every other thing will fall in place with time.
    God bless you

  2. Hi know exactly how you feel,i was there last year,trust me when i say it will get better..just know you have people that love you endless be strong.it phrase will pass.

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