I have a girl in my life right now ( I honestly don’t know what we are ) who means everything to me, she is hard working, determined, beautiful light skin toh bad and everything a guy could ever wish for. I am so madly in love with her, I can’t go 24hours without thinking of her for 24hours. The problem is that she is so into dark skin guys and that scares the sh*t outta me, she is the only reason why I wish am dark skin. Don’t get it wrong, sex is amazing between us but I want waaaaay more than just sex, I want her for life. Just to make myself feel better, I convince myself that she is heaven sent to punish me for the love I didn’t show all the dark skin girls that ever came my way.