I downloaded a very depressing song . As I put my earpiece and started listening to it , I was happily imagining crossing the express without looking if cars were coming , trekking from my house to third mainland bridge and jumping inside that sweet ☺️ big swimming pool or just going to infectious disease hospital at Yaba without face mask and hug every patient there that ‘ they’ll be fine ‘ . It made me have happy 😃 suicidal thoughts 💭. I’ve deleted the stupid song though . It’s not good for mental health .