When I’m feeling empty and void of emotions and feelings , I listen to music to drift away. Kinda keeps my mind caught up with something because reality is becoming unbearable. Music is my escape but it’s hindering with my life and ability to be a productive and functional citizen.
Why does existing have to come with so much pain ?
I don’t even wanna be productive nor functional for no one. F*uck that! I just wanna be left alone to be myself. Tired 😒