There is this girl who is in our compound . She is quite hot and pretty . I actually like her and I’ve been crushing on her . When I finally told my friend about my feelings for her , he told me that he has slept with her several times . Even another friend of ours has also slept with her . Both of them said that I’m just wasting my time crushing and she is someone that likes it rough . She told him that the only way she enjoys sex is if a guy forcefully tries to sleep with her then she succumbs during the struggle . I’m still weak .