So I had an extra year in school . My family is going through a tough time , had to borrow money from alot of people to come up with the fees now everyone is asking for it . I don’t have a job and no one supports me. I’m tired and confused . I really don’t know what to do anymore . This life is really tiring . I’m so exhausted I don’t even know what my next plan is anymore . I’m always just so sad and depressed , I just want things to be fine. I want to be healthy, I want to finally graduate and hopefully get a good job to support my family so they stop seeing me as a failure . I just want to be free and happy again at least. It’s been a rough couple of years honestly.