I found out my boyfriend was seeing someone else and from the conversation I feel he has feelings for her . I love him actually and this happened at a point where I felt he could do no wrong so it got to me to the point where I fell so sick . Anyways I couldn’t leave him. I’m still sticking around, he apologised and seems sorry but the thing now is I’m no more here, in my head . I’m with him but I feel so far apart.