The world is very crazy . Sometimes I feel like dying but not killing myself or maybe 3 years of sleep . The world gets more crazy to me everyday.

Sometimes I just read somethings and I’m like Aaw , I can’t just wait for my kids and tell them what they should know and how to go before leaving this fucked up world .

That’s how I think most times , then I feel the death is calling me and I don’t wanna die . I feel I’m not fulfilling my destiny . I feel stupid and crazy . I’m in love with my girlfriend and I wish to wife her . She is my first love and I’m hers . Thank you .