Ever since i broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years , i haven’t been myself . I can’t get myself to love anymore . I’m so rude and uncaring and i hardly give a fuck about people’s feelings😩no matter how hard i try. I really loved her and can’t get her out of my head even after a year but i know i can never be with her again because she really broke me and I can never forgive her . Wherever you are Cynthia , I really loved you and I wish you the best always for the rest of my life .