My life is a mess , I’ve got no one to talk to . I can’t talk to the people I call friends because they’ve got their life all figured out . I can’t talk to my sister because instead of listening , she ends up making everything about herself and starts telling you how she has her life all perfect . People see me all smiling ,all well dressed thinking I’ve got my life figured but deep down I’m depressed , I’m sad . I graduated with a poor grade , I can’t get a job , I can’t further my studies . My father thinks I’m a waste , he’s focused on my siblings 😭😭. I tried to give love a chance but the person I love is an asshole. I’m tired , the only thing that is keeping me going is my mum . I want to be happy , loved , is that too much to ask for ? I’m really tired 😓 I just needed to let it out . Thank you