I need a hug

I am lost, confused, drained!
Everyone feels I’m living my best life and as if I post on the gram but they seem to always know someone that knows me. I can’t say I have been in a true relationship . I have been in love , had to hide it and now it’s over . I can’t seem to find anyone to call mine . I graduated 5 years ago no job! Did my masters still no job, migrated still no job. Am I cursed. Been leaving under my parents surviving on what they give me. I might not look like I’m suffering, I get to travel around but nothing to call my own. It’s depressing. I even avoid calls from friends and family not because I don’t want to talk but because I feel I have no right to speak. I have literally no friend to confide in because they mock me. I’m losing my faith, I can’t even open the Bible. I’m ashamed of who I have become . I’m writing this shaking because I don’t know where to start from again. I feel I have been running in circles.
Who do I confide in? I just need a hug😭😭😭😭

2 comments

  1. Sending you hugs right now 🤗🤗🤗🤗
    I can’t say I understand what you’re going through, I can only imagine it. Like you got the BSc and MSc and still no job, wow! It is well… God’s grace shine like on you.

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  2. I think you need to find a new purpose or maybe distraction. I am sorry about what you are going through. You mind making your hobby a career or just find means of deriving satisfaction or creating purpose in them. I believe it will help, I have been in your shoes, but it’s 4years and BSc. Found calling in what I love doing and from one travel, I got a job. I give hugs only if you are in Lagos.(Chuckles)

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