I can’t tell anybody these things but if I don’t write or talk to someone my heart is going to burst .I have this hatred towards my dad that I have stop calling him dad I just call him sir because dad is for someone who works for the name but he doesn’t . I see him as a sperm donor now because he just cares for himself and everytime my mum talk to him about that he is going to say that we want him to be a slave and he is going to change but he is not . I gained admission into a university far from home but he was like you are going to pay for your tuition yourself but that is not the case ,the case is that he wouldn’t give us any money he doesn’t care for us at all because people keep saying that he doesn’t have any money but he has money to order shoes and cloth . I need advice on what to do .