I wanna leave , but I am scared . Scared no man will love my child like his father can but I know I deserve better than being a second option . I hate feeling trapped . He lied to me , took advantage of my teenage naivety, used me to get over his broken home or should I say used me to mend his broken home . The most annoying thing is , now is denying ever making promises and he feels I should be okay with being this way but I have had enough . I am scared of what the future holds , my life revolves too much around him . Where do I begin ?!