I just started experiencing God, like see Angels everywhere . They are way taller, not your regular kind. Jesus hates that we don’t forgive but we expect him to forgive us. Jesus would tell you that even if they kill your child , you must forgive the person if you really wanna experience heaven. Follow through with the 10 commandments and you shall be with him. I’m scared cos there are too many sins in this world meanwhile Heaven is spectacular. Pray you experience it someday, just a glance .