I tried loving her and I later did after realizing she is good . Now she’s feeling insecure that I will go . My past and mistakes haunts her. I tried reassuring her but her doubts were strong , her insecurities were real . She was braced to let me hurt her and let me go. I got fed up of fighting, I found someone to complain to, I fell out of love but not friendship. Now she is back, her insecurities disappeared but I am now being a good person she made me to someone else. I don’t know how to say goodbye, yet I can’t deceive or fake love.
I want her as a person who taught me good things and not as a girlfriend because my heart finally fell for another after all my good fights.
I don’t know what to do.