Everyone judges me . Sometimes I begin to judge myself . I apologize to people for doing nothing at all . I apologize for not being good enough . I try as much as possible to be good to everyone , I put people’s happiness before myself . I may have my flaws but people just tend to forget my good and focus on the bad . I am tired , sad , depressed . I feel so empty . I’m scared to be nice to anyone because it doesn’t turn out well for me . I feel bad for not being the best I can be for everyone . I feel unwanted . I feel taken for granted . No one pays me with good , it’s always evil