I’m currently on a Personal development journey . I thought I understood life to an extent . Life is scary, Human beings are scary. The walls surrounding me keep on getting higher which makes it difficult to let people in . You really can’t tell what people want from you. Niceness isn’t anything . People have toyed with my emotions but I still find myself being cool with them . I know I am not a fool . I let people know how I really feel , I do not hide emotions. Is that a bad thing ? Life is trying to turn me to a bitter person and I do not want to be that person . It’s scary.