Deep down I want to believe I’m a good woman.i got dumped for pushing my bf to try see I loved him fiercely and wanted to see him succeed to the point where money wouldn’t be a big issue.i’m aggressive though and sometimes when we had misunderstandings I said things I shouldn’t have. but I was the head cheerleader on his team. I supported him the best I could,explained stuff he didn’t know or understand just so he could . does expressing myself make me bad?