Hmm

Stoicism is crazy at some point, because I feel like a part of me is dead, completely dead. Everyone runs to me for advise, but they don’t know I have greater problems most times.

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I’m living with my wife in the boys quarters of her father’s house. I’m really hustling everyday and I pray one day I’ll make it enough to move into the main house

Sabotage

I used my hand to sabotage my education and my future, learnt my lessons. Now I will use the same hands to start over and bring my life on track. Sometimes I feel already old but I don’t think being 25 is too late.

You’ll be fine

You have found a way to move on by convincing yourself and your family that I left because I didn’t want to wait till marriage. Look, you are gay. It is not a mental health problem or a death sentence. You can’t pray it away. Good luck using the typical religious virgin act to find a naive partner. You’ll be fine.