Don’t love my husband

Over the years of emotional neglect, I realised I don’t love my husband and I’m pretty sure he doesn’t love me too. He barely shows affection, barely even says he loves me. I’ve cheated now and I’ve also asked for a divorce. We will be happier without each other and our kids will (10, 7, 2) will be fine. We married because of my pregnancy if anyone is wondering

UPDATE: “I want to leave my husband”

Sometime 2 weeks ago I said I was leaving my husband and I had cheated. Well yes the person i cheated on I ghosted him lol. Because I am very aware that men don’t go with people they cheated with. Well, sadly he won’t let me be. I haven’t even left my husband yet lol. Anyways just here to say because I’ve left the dating scene for over 10 years, I’ve just realised there are different men out there and nope! I’m not going back to him and yes I’m still leaving my husband. Just thought to share

Ose Nsukka

I spoke to her again and this time, I think I got her to smile. I might have lost her but she smiled, after 2 years she smiled. That’s all that mattered. I heard her laugh over the phone.

Unbelievable and numb boxing day

3 days ago I found a girl’s lashes on my man’s nightstand and a new full lubricant that I hate, he denied it. We’ve not been talking and all his sweet words failed I was rather insulting him. I don’t know what pushed me to go to his house around 11:50 I got there, entered the house and saw him and the girl stark naked having sex. His preek in her pussy. He asked me what I was doing there and started manipulating the whole issue, January would make it 6 years we met. I’m just numb.

Unbelievable & numb Boxing Day 2

After I caught him with the girl, he started manipulating the situation and bringing up old things from 4 years ago claiming I cheated, I was just devastated and crying, he spoke to me harshly and later started apologizing. He bought me a new iPhone the next day. He’s always been a giver and gives me whatever I ask before I caught him. I’m also scared of leaving because we’ve dated for long and he wants us to get married soon. I don’t know if someone can actually repent from this, I’m just torn.